Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Thirty
This blogskin I'm using right now took me three tries to get right. Right now I'm working on another one; it has been more than 20 tries but I'm still getting it wrong. I don't know WHY and I still haven't figured it out, so it's slowly sucking out my soul, but I can't stop. In fact, the more I try, the more I feel compelled to go on, because wouldn't it suck to stop after you've tried so hard? You never know if that one more try would be the
one. And I'm so close, I am. I have to keep on going.
So yeah just wanted to type that out to vent my stress. You'd think my holidays should be more relaxing, but I'd like to think that the end result would be worth it.
Oh God I hope it would be.
What if it's not?
Fishsticks!
Now I'm not sure whether I should go on or quit.
T_T
(The emoticon above doesn't nearly convey my frustration - does anyone still say frust these days?)
sigh.
......
You know what?
I don't think it'll be THAT worth it.
I shall stop for now, sleep on it, and come to a decision tomorrow.
Speaking of which.
Tomorrow's Report Book Day. First time in a long long while that I'm not afraid, mostly because (1) I already know the results, hahaha; and (2) O Levels are over. There's really no significance to this report book anymore.
I can't wait to see everyone again, actually. And to just get out and about. I'm even kinda excited to wear my uniform again... K no that's just pushing it.
7:32 AM
