Tuesday, November 04, 2008
Twenty-One
I'm going crazy. I must be. Or maybe I'm getting sick. In the head. Because there's no other logical explanation for the way I'm feeling right now.
Feeling what?
Feeling this:
I miss the O'Levels.
Yes, I do, honest to goodness. I don't know why, thus the suggestions above, but I miss the whole process of going to the school centre, waiting for the exam time and grating on our nerves before queuing up and heading to the gym/hall, bringing in all the stuff you need, writing down your name and center number, taking out your entry proof and I.C., doing the paper, stopping when time's up, tying up the paper with that dratted piece of string, waiting for the examiners to pick up your paper, then being excused and comparing your answers with your mates despite knowing the heartache it may cost you. I miss all that.
Everything. Every single step of the process. It's driving me crazy! I'm hoping that it's just a phase, or that the thing that I'm really missing is the aircon, but I doubt it.
I think a part of me wants to get out and get some fresh air, do something new, something exciting. I feel really... caged. I clearly need to get out more.
Good thing that the next paper is going to be tomorrow.
11:36 PM
