Thursday, January 01, 2009
Forty-Four
Here is the truth: I don't really, truly feel like blogging. I'm only doing it now out of pure obligation, which is actually not a good thing because obligation takes the fun out of all your writing. When you writing about something you love or you're excited about, it shines through your words. When you write something because your sisters have reminded you and thus made you feel guilty and rather irresponsible, you can't come up with much.
But here I am, writing out of obligation anyway, because guilt and sisters combined do that to you. You do things you'd rather not. So.
It's the first day of 2009! That's going to take some getting used to. I've always had a bit of trouble adjusting to changes. I remember still writing 'Sec 3 Pink' on all my work when I had in fact already graduated to Sec 4. Speaking of which - I can't wait for Lily to get all those O Level speeches she's going to get from the teachers during her first few days of school. It makes me want to grin evilly. Which I am doing now. Which makes me incredibly stupid. Which makes me laugh. Which makes me feel stupid again. Which makes me laugh again.
The saga continues.
(Ha ha ha)
I don't feel like anything has changed now that we have passed on to the new year. I'd like to think that I've gotten a little smarter and a little wiser, though. Just a little, but with still enough stupidity to make me stay human. For instance: I'm wise enough to know that I'm terrible at following through any kind of plan; therefore, I didn't make any new year resolutions. But, I'm still stupid enough to tell myself that the reason I didn't make any new year resolutions is because I'm smart, and not because I'm lazy.
See?
I'm growing up.
Tomorrow is Graduation Day.
Mas says:
oh i forgot to ask you...are you excited for tomorrow?
Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo says:
haha ok ok ah. itd be nice to see everybody again, and im interested at what the ceremonys going to be like
Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo says:
but im not looking forward to gosoking my school clothes
(Yeah, I'm the Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo)I'm also not looking forward to getting my results, which, as my sister cheerfully reminds me, is in half a month's time. She's just trying to be helpful of course - just because I'm having nightmares about them in my sleep doesn't mean I should not think about it when I'm awake!
Also, it'd mean that the holidays are very quickly coming to end, which is sad because, despite not regularly updating, a LOT of things have been happening. We go out all the time, which is fun, even if it is just to have lunch together. Maybe especially so.
But all's well that ends well, whatever the heck
that means.
We all have to face our own destinies sooner or later.
So before I end this post, there is one last thing I must say:
"Red and black,Poison lack.Red and yellow,A dangerous fellow."
Which means that one of them is harmless, while the other one is absolutely lethal. I'll leave it to you to figure out which one.
So that's it! I am now ready to welcome the new year with open arms.
WELCOME 2009!!!!
*spreads arms wide*
Now what?
3:01 AM
